Shukar guzaar hu uska main,
Jisne kar diya nazdeek mere murshad ke,
Yaad na karta tha jise kabhi, lakar khada Kar diya mujhe charno mein uske..

Chand lamho ke liye hi sahi,
Meharbaan hua ye khuda mujhpar.
Chand saanso ke liye hi sahi,
Hua meharbaan khud mujhpar.
Diya usne jo chaha Maine,
Manzoor hai ab jo de rha Hai..

Agar sath na likha tha mere, to kyu milaya mujhe usse??
Agar Zindagi mein na likhi thi wo mere, to kyu laaya Zindagi mein use??
Chaha jise bhi dil se, kyun chheen liya Zindagi se meri??
Pyar kiya to bahot, par mila nhi kabhi,
Agar likha nhi pyar Zindagi mein Meri, to bheja kyu use??

Akela main...

Wo akela hi main thik Tha...
Na kisi se bicchadne ka darr,
Na kisi se juda hone ka dard.
Na kisi ko apna banana,
Fir na kisi ke dur jaane se dil ko samjhana..
Najane kyu banata hai insaan ye rishte,
 jab pta hai akele hi wapas jaana...

aaj fir ye zindagi usi dorahe par le aayi hai,
na jaane kya bacha hai mere pass...
wo sath hokar bhi mere pass nahi,
wo pass hokar bhi mere sath nahi....

bajaye pyar ke shabnam mere gulistan mein,
baraste rehte hai har waqt maut ke saaye...
siyahion se ulajh parti hai meri aankhein,
koi nahi, koi bhi nahi jo batlaye main kitni der ujaalo ke raah dekhunga...
koi nahi, hai koi na pass na dur, 
bas ek dost hai dil ki dhadhkan,
apni chahat ka jo ailan kiye jaati hai, 
zindagi hai jo jiye jaati hai,
khoon ke ghunt peeye jaati hai,
khwaab kaanto se siye jaati hai...

kya muqaddar likha hai khuda tune apne is bande ka,
chahat lagta hai likhna hi bhul gya...
chahta hu jise bhi main, 
kyu najane chhod akele chala gya...
ro ro kar ab to bas aas karta hai ye dil,
mil jaye use wo jiska hai ye dil....
jitna hai pyar usse, use bhi ho jaye mujhse...
lambi zindagi ki dua deti hai,
aur fir khud hi dur chale jaati hai...
kaun samjhaye use ki zindagi hai wo meri,
chahat hai wo meri...

thak gya main ye chotein kha kha kar, dil apne ko luta luta kar,
bas ab aur nahi raha kuch lutane ke liye,
zindagi hai teri ye khuda bachi mere pass,
aur kuch nahi raha ab iske siva jo likh chuka hu uske liye...

bas ab aur nahi ae maula,
thak gya main toot toot kar,
yu marte marte jee jee kar...
ya to mila de usse mujhe zindagi bhar ke liye,
ya fer azad karde mujhe is dard-e-dil se hamesha ke liye...
bas ab aur nahi maula,
ye dard ye aansu, ye taqleef ye khauf,
azad karde mujhe is sabse maula,
ya mila de mujhe usse zindagi bhar ke liye maula....

pyar karna seekhe to wo humse,

par nibha kahin aur rahe hai....

jaana hai jisko jaane do usko..
agar wo hai tumhara hamesha ke liye,

to aayega wapas hamesha ke liye...

once upon a time thot...

uski badnaseebi ko kya kahein,
wo to bas use ab ta umar satati rahegi
aur galti ka use apni ehsaas dilati rahegi...
jo na samjhe ek pyar bhari nazar ko,
kya pta wo kabhi samjh sakenge pyar ke mayeno ko???

bhulna bhulana to fitrat hai unki...

bhulna bhulana to fitrat hai unki..

aur ek hum hi hain jo bhula nahi paa rahe unko..

zindagi naam hai jeene ka,

aur hum jeeye jaa rahe hai...

ishq naam hai lutaane ka,

aur hum lutaye jaa rahe hai...

adhi raat dehleez utte ek supna aan khlo jaanda,

aa behnde jad oh saamne, fer sauna aukha ho jaanda..

pyar tere da dard ve, meri naadi - naadi toh janda..

sohn rabb di main pyar ni kitta, eh pyar ta aape ho janda...

u r de one um luking for...
u r de one i need...
u r de one dt gives me a reason to believe...

some real thots of ma lyf after coming bak to b'lore one final tym..

i dont think people here needs me...

dey jus need someone to fool around and to play wid emotions...

kab hoga...

kab use bhi mere dard ka ehsaas hoga??

pta nahi kab use bhi humse pyar hoga??

intezar mein hum uske jiye ja rahe hain,

najaane kab is intezar ka ant hoga??

kehte hain log hai ishq bada haseen,

pta nahi kab use bhi humse ishq hoga...

its me....

Its very difficult to be me i.e."VARUN"...
But its funn nd um njoying it...

Intezar…

Kyu milti hai khushi kuch pal ke liye??
Kyu nahi chali aati hai wo zindagi bhar ke liye??
Intezar mein uski bicha rakhi hai palkein apni maine,
Najaane kab aayegi wo zindagi mein meri…
Kar raha hu intezar main uske aane ka,
Pta nahi kab tak milega judai ka ye dard mujhe…
Ya allah!! Suna hai ishq mein hai dard bahot,
par kya dard ke baad milegi wo mujhe??
Intezar mein uske khatam ho rahi hai ye sanse,
Kahin der na ho jaye aane mein use…..

sadda rabb jaanda...

rabb janda sadda sannu kinna tu pyara,
kidda chalda eh tere bagair sadda guzara...
katti janne aa zindagi akkhach umeed laike,
kad lagega tainu pyar saccha v sadda....
ohi ne ratta, ohi ne gallan, ohi ne baatan,
assi v ohi ne, pyar v ohi hai sadda...
bas ek tuhi badal gayi, eh zindagi badal gayi,
hun lagda ni kalleya eh chitt sadda,
aaj fad lai fer dobara hathh sadda....

wo to paani ki boond hai jo aankh se beh jaye,
aansu to wo hai jo tadap ke aankhon mein hi reh jaye...
wo pyar kya jo lafzo mein byan ho,
pyar wo hai jo aankhon mein nazar aaye...

yaadein...

chhalak jaati hai ye aankhein yaad mein teri,
chale aate hai aansu intezar mein teri,
karta hu koshish na rone ki,
rula deti hai na chahte huye pyari si yaadein teri....

mehfil bhi royegi,
har dil bhi royega...
jahan dubegi meri kashti
wo sahil bhi royega....
itna pyar bikher denge zamane mein hum,
qatal karke mera qatil bhi royega....

kyu aaj koi yaad aa raha hai??
kyu aaj koi in palko ko firse bhiga raha hai???
chahte huye bhi nahi rakh sakte palko ko sukhi,
aaj fir se koi yaad aa raha hai....